Once again folks I am back. Things in my world have changed and I want to express it to the world. I am ashamed that I have been away so long,I wish I was more consistant, but as I have learned, God is ever patient and loving for his lost children to come back. Some people will think that faith is for losers,idiots and not all there in the head. I may be poor and I am not the smartest person in the world and yes I do have a brain injury. It will not stop me from telling my personal truth,truth that I pray everyday is inspired from God.
Life is very interesting in that I can wake up and not be screaming my head off,I mean the dreams that I have have haunted me for such a long time,that I think personally that there is an Evil One,some may call him the Devil or even the Malignant One. I have a routine that helps me put the Evil one at bay and gets my mind right for the day,but later on today I did something that seperated from my Divine Master and His Mother.
I am gratefull that my mother has let me stay at her place till I get on my feet,I take things slowly,even when she's not home and I hate the fact that I don't have my own place,cause I don't do it her way,I am being lazy,or I just don't care and if anyone ever knows me that I would take any stress or anything onto myself,so they know that I am reliable and that I care.
I put on my facebook page or I should say that instead of being single that I am seperated from her. I must admit that each day that goes by that she does not send me divorce papers,makes me think that she is waiting for me to get my life straight. Truth be told as much as I can I paid for everything to sustain the household,all I ask is that if she is serious,that she can send me the divorce papers,but she hasn't. I am not going to press it though,cause I still have some ways to go,before I get my life "In order". But I hope that in time,with the proper people knowing about it,they will read not only this,but how my mind thinks,maybe they might admire it,be scared by it, or appreciative of it. But beaware people,I am back!!!
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