You know you are facing an attack from the Devil,when you get flashbacks and dreams and twitches in the body. I heard a saying that goes like this, or maybe I am paraphrasing. To face your demons,you must embrace a cactus and hold tight, I have no doubt that some of my demons are self inflicted,some we're thrust upon me and some have evolved we're they haunt me everyday, But I have the resource of prayer.
I like to think that the mixture of intelect,feelings and faith is like a "sweet science". I have read and expirienced,life experience and prayed about with what I am going through, it like a science and it is sweet in knowing that not only can I help myself but other people,that is sweet.
I have set myself up to where one aspect of my life is acomplished,but I have many more to go. Part of me wants to stay close to Mom,St. Joseph,Missouri,another part of me wants to move to the left coast and be close to my brother and whatever I acomplish here,I can leave it all behind me. But,another part of me wants to move up north and finished what that brought me to St. Joseph. I pray that each day that goes by is another day closer to reconciling with my wife,or one day closer to ending my marriage....Each day that goes by makes me think (And she has agreed to this,to paying for the divorce) and when she has not send me those papers,is a silent way that she wants me back...I don't know. Thank God for the Rosary and prayer!!!
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