Over the last couple of days (maybe weeks) I have found that I am going back to old faithfull...Prayer,so many events have happenend that for a while,like Mom is talking about moving (God willing) very soon with her boyfriend/fiance that maybe very soon I will have a place of my own. I will be going on TV to talk about brain injury and God willing by the begining of April,I will have all my teeth out,in preperation for my dentures.
There is a part of me that wants to hurry up and get this over with,but I think this is God's way of teaching me patience,plus as I have told many people I do wish a ermitical life,like a "Urban Hermit". I realize that with my condition, I need to live in a urban setting to get the proper care that I need.
And as I have told people (even though it's less than 2% chance that Kelly and I will get back together,the fact that she has not sent me the divorce papers,like she promised) Gives me hope that miracles do happenend.
It is also why I want to find a way to increase my prayer life....God is showing me some important things right now,the least I can do is honor Him with a more intense prayerfull,meditative and solitary life to ponder God's love and Mercy in my life.
