When I believe that God wants me to follow a certain turn in the The Path,I do my best to make that turn....I believe that God showed me a turn in the path and I followed it,only to be disappointed in the turn,not at God,but the turn. I believe that God is directing me to a place that may have some pitfalls,but I know that He is with me and I have a Great Friend and Brother to strenthen my resolve,if he sends me that way.
I believe that God also has given me a gift/burden that I will use to my utmost to help people along the way,to let them know that they are not alone and that God loves them as well as he loves me. He may love them more than me,and I think that is ok,for as long as I am Loved by Him,I will never walk alone.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Monday, January 9, 2012
A sign from God!!!
When I came to St. Joseph,I had nothing to offer my mother except I will pay her back finacially and as soon as I can I will be outta here. Even with all that I have done,paid her back for supporting me,pay rent,utilities,etc according to my mother,her help for her condition and her boyfriend and his son have done more than I have,and at first I was upset,but I thought to myself,this another step of her living her life with her boyfriend and his son. It will be easier for me to leave. I had the landlord go throu our house to inspect,see if we we're enough for HUD standards and we passed,of all the things that need to be done,have to done by matience THANK GOD.
Last month there was a shooting in Atchison Kansas with less than 10,000 people and a police officer was serving a nusance order,not even to the perpatrator,and he got shot in the head and then the perp turn the gun on himself...Stuff like this is not supposed to happen to small town america. It's not supposed to happenend,now I wan't to purchase a gun and get a conceal carry permit and only leave my house when absoulutly neccesary. One thing that is of great comfort is my prayer life (Rosary) Thank God for that wonderfull tool against the Evil One.
When I get my teeth extracted and get my dentures,I will then go and visit my Brother/Best Friend and listen to the Lord for which way he want's me to go. Finally,even though I am happy for my mother and my understanding of the situation,I still can't help that my mother and my wife,still believe I don't do enough,even when other people (3rd person) observes and says I did well....Maybe this the way that God is saying to me "As long as I know,that's all that matter" Happy New Year Everyone,God Bless in 2012. James S. Graham
Last month there was a shooting in Atchison Kansas with less than 10,000 people and a police officer was serving a nusance order,not even to the perpatrator,and he got shot in the head and then the perp turn the gun on himself...Stuff like this is not supposed to happen to small town america. It's not supposed to happenend,now I wan't to purchase a gun and get a conceal carry permit and only leave my house when absoulutly neccesary. One thing that is of great comfort is my prayer life (Rosary) Thank God for that wonderfull tool against the Evil One.
When I get my teeth extracted and get my dentures,I will then go and visit my Brother/Best Friend and listen to the Lord for which way he want's me to go. Finally,even though I am happy for my mother and my understanding of the situation,I still can't help that my mother and my wife,still believe I don't do enough,even when other people (3rd person) observes and says I did well....Maybe this the way that God is saying to me "As long as I know,that's all that matter" Happy New Year Everyone,God Bless in 2012. James S. Graham
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